My last blog was more than two months ago. I have been busy trying to reach my goal so I can leave in February like planned. Unfortunately with all the effort and prayer, I did not make it. I am still in the US trying to finish my support raising campaign. My new launch date is May 2017.
It took me a while to accept the circumstances. This was not what I wanted, what I planned and prayed for. It took me days to accept God’s will. And one morning, the Holy Spirit revealed to me that I have not fully surrender my ministry to Him. WHAT??? I was surprised by this revelation too. I was confused because in my head I thought that I was doing everything that God wanted me to do but in my heart I was still controling everything, my life, my future. And He reminded me of Luke 9:23 “ If anyone desires to come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily and follow me”. God wants me to deny myself daily and follow him because apart from Him I can do nothing. Now I am entering a new journey with a new mindset and focusing on the right thing.
Please pray for me: ---That I can deny myself and follow Jesus daily and That God sends all the necessary funds for me to go to my assignment soon.