I feel like this song pretty accurately sums up the highs and lows of this continued season of goodbyes and preparing for departure.
In the face of each doubt, I am reminded that God will faithfully fulfill His promises. I am thankful that when I am faithless He remains faithful.
I am reminded that when I choose to recognize all that I have to be thankful for, He opens my eyes to where He is at work in the present.
Thank you for partnering with me in this journey. Your support is an undeniable reminder of God's faithfulness.
Blanca - What If- Lyrics
I don't really know why
I've been feelin' down
I've been feeling so low
I don't really know why
I can't figure out
Why I'm feelin' so alone
Never really know why
All I think about
Is how bad it could go
When I really don't know
I get these thoughts inside my head
What if I don't have what it takes
What if things don't ever change
Don't leave room for You, but
What if you're holding me up
What if your love is enough
What if the power in Your name
Could do anything
What if you're making me strong
What if you were here all along
What if I'm right where you want me
Everything I'm goin through
You understand, I know you see it
Every single thing I do
It's in Your hands and I believe it
I don't really know why
I feel like I keep letting you down
There's nothing that can separate me from You
And I believe it
I get these thoughts inside my head
What if I don't have what it takes
What if things don't ever change
Then I remember what You said
You will fulfill your promises
And all the questions go away
Here is the link for the lyric video of the full song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oeUib0C9fVQ