This past month has been a hard month. There have been spiritual battles that could not be endured with my own strength. There have been physical ailments that have stood against us. Many conflicts and tense situations in my life. I finally have come to ask, "What is going on?"
I am learning that there are three aspects in my life that have been taking place. The three aspects are: God, Satan, and myself. I have taken a step back and asked for wisdom. I need to see through His eyes. I need to know what to pray for and against. I need to know what is good for me and what is bad for me. If I deserved something or if it is just an attack on me. I need wisdom to guide me.. God's wisdom. It has been a very hard journey, but God is teaching me a lot. Prayer has been my tool. I am seeking wisdom.
Take my instruction instead of silver,
and knowledge rather than choice gold,
for wisdom is better than jewels,
and all that you may desire cannot compare with her.
Proverbs 8:10-11