Having control over a situation is something that I struggle with in my life. It is not something that is easy for me to give up and know that everything will be okay. I do not think I hade ever really just let God fully take control of every part of my life, that was until support raising. Support raising has taught me what it trully means to not be in control over something and has been a huge test to my faith as well as helped me grow a tremendous amount over the past month. God has shown me what it really means to trust him and what it looks like to move out of the drivers seat and in the words of Carrie Underwood let "jesus take the wheel". God has continued to prove me wrong and show me just how big and powerful a God we serve throughout this process. I have never experienced God the way I have over the past month and the love and grace he provides for each one of us. A verse that has helped me grow and be focused on my relationship with God is Matthew 6:33 "But seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be added to you". This has taught me to not worry about what is going to happen tomorrow or next week but instead focus on my relationship with God first and everything will work out the way God wants it to.