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Trust.

Posted on Monday, August 31, 2015

A few weeks ago, during ITeams training, one of our staff members shared her story with us. She talked about these moments over time when God would ask her how much she loved him. She recounted moments when God would urge her to choose HIM, again.

I haven’t been able to get that idea out of my mind. Every turn I take, decision I make, etc. I find God asking me that same question, in this season more than ever!! What a unique and precious season this has been.

“Tori, do you love me more than your plans?”

“Do you love me more than your comfort?’

“Do you love me more than your desire to be independent from anyone else?”

"Do you you love me more than the things you can't control?"

“Do you love me more than… your car?”

“Do you love me more than your family, even?”

“Tori, will you continue to say yes to me, no matter the cost?”

A year ago, arrogantly, I probably would have said, “Yes, of course. Duh. Send me!!” And though I wish I could honestly say those words still flowed EASILY from my mouth, I say yes with a little reluctance.

As I learn to surrender these things to God, he also asks, “Okay, Tori, do you TRUST me with your heart, with your family, with your life?...” Ha. I am learning. With each day and each question, each step, I am learning to trust that this is HIS plan, HIS timing, HIS journey, HIS story! I just get to be a part of it.

I am so so excited to follow God to Malawi and am confident he has called me there. As I learn to trust God more, the more humbled I am to be a part of His story.

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